"Dont cry because its over smile because it happened"

I dont know if i really like that quote.  What if i want it to happen again... i DONT want it to be over...  this weekend it finally hit me that high school is about to be over with and you know what it kills me... After that baseball game i did not want to leave that field... i wasnt so upset that we lost cause we played balls to the wall and gave it everything we had... i cried because we wouldnt practice the next day.. i cried because i will never have another meaningful at bat in that batter's box.. i cried because i will never play on that infield dirt at shortstop where i've had so many ups and downs for 4 years!!!.. i cried because i will never ever play sports for Alexandria Senior High ever again.  I cried because i will never play middle infield with jonathan walter ever again.. i cried because i wont get to be around those people on that team that really cared.. I CRIED BECAUSE IT WAS OVER FOREVER!!! At Prom that last song reminded me that this all is about to be over and life will move to another chapter... These years i will never get back... and for a long time i thought i wouldnt want them back but i do... i have no regrets but i damn sure would do it again...

God never promised
A life without pain,
Laughter without tears
Or sun without rain.
But He did promise
Strength for the day,
Comfort for the tears
And light for the way,
And for all who believe
In His Heaven above
He rewards their faith
In His everlasting love.

WOW!!! mary anne youre right.. even before reading your comment.. i realized things happen according to the big plan from upstairs..bad things.. horrible awful things happen to some of the best people in the world...(and you know , good things happen to people who we think dont deserve it and they might not deserve them but we arent the judge of that).. he said it would be like this.. he said there will be many trials and tribulations and those who remain steadfast and never lose faith will be greatly rewarded..its hard i know... but think about it somebodies got it worst than you so never give up................... you know how people say life is a game... its not.. its a test...its a test of will, loyalty and truth. a test of strength and faith...the test is not always fair and there might even be material that has not been covered yet that shows up on the test. but your will and faith will always lead you to the right answers and/or solutions. sure you can cheat on this test but guess what, even when you think nobody is watching the teacher in heaven is looking down on you and marking your final grade of destruction in his grade book.... 

ps. thanks for sharing. your strength is a new motivator for me

p.s. 2   thanks for listening.. you always make me smile and laugh. youre what they call a daybrightner... you mean ALOT to me and i appreciate you!!

Everything happens for a reason.... i believe this statement to an extent. i believe more in cause and effect.  things happens because of earlier actions.. thats what i believe in.....

P.S.  im scared and  i'M losT!!!